hello to you or nobody, i am back to here after ten days. yea, why? stress. feels to give up, but cant. helpless and hopeless. got scolded by lecturer dont know after how many years. damn, why am i so stupid. even a human cant understand my words. he told me i have no improvement at all from the beginning. that moment i was like ........................ sien. so demotivated from that moment, feels like crying, tears drooling. what should i do. i really cant understand. i regretted to choose him as my advisor. i should simply choose one cincai lecturer and get everything done. i made a wrong decision. this is not i wanted to do. been reading journals, but i still dont understand. i need someone to guide me from beginning. or maybe i should say,i choose the wrong path. what to do, what had been choosen is already fix, no one can change it, i dont know how. dont want to get scold for second time. i not dare to find him anymore. i cant take it, really. until today, i haven settle a single thing, my internship, fyp presentation, assignments for two subjects, lab reports, and a lots more. i want to escape from everything. maybe should let me disappear in this world for few weeks. dont feel like ending this year, so sad. life is so terrible and tough in this January, how do i expect good things happen from 2015? FFYP. FML.
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jiayou! you can do it ya! I had similar situations like you during my degree and master and I nearly give up too. But, I still force myself to continue at the end.
ReplyDeleteSo, don't give up ya! Last sem ady! Think positive! :)