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hai my dear blog,the only place i can express everything here.  Just get back from Leo's nomination for next fiscal year. guess what? and ya. SECRETARY. i have no idea how to reject and i truly hope i am not the one who take this pose. somehow,i knew they have no choice but i am the only choice? since i am the vice for this year. Thinking about to become an active member in Leo club or even to leave Leo club. but,i am those person who don't dare to say no. i did told them my own problem but i don';t understand why they will still choose me for this pose. not to say i am not satisfied with this and not to say i am not willing to take this pose. alright,maybe my time management is not really good and this affect my results in uni. add on,as i am the elder in my family,i need to take care of my sisters and the home. even for now,i used to tell myself to study at least an hour a day but i can't do it. i can't really have spare time to study or even sleep. Easily to fall in sleep recently although i thought i get enough sleep but i didn't. even though i can predict they will choose me for that pose but arghh i don't know. i afraid of i didn't do my job properly and destroy the whole club. i afraid i cant spare much time for meeting since i am really busy for uni life. i need to improve my result as it's really bad. yet i can't. hahh! i guess my parents will keep nag me for not quitting this club huh? 

gotta be a bad night and perhaps,

time for some revision

finals in two weeks time yet i don;t even know a single thing.

goodluck!

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家

家
珍惜家人
珍惜父母
珍惜姐哥弟妹

我有一个很好的爸爸
他每天辛苦地工作回来
还要帮我驾车出去打油
虽然我说过我自己会打
但他还是会帮我打

我的妈妈
刚刚一回到家
我就向她投诉我的手臂很痛
因为早上打hpv针
她却什么都不理
就叫工人弄鸡蛋帮我柔

我的大妹
虽然有时会固执
但是她会帮我该被子
因为我的手痛

我的小妹
虽然每次顶嘴
但刚刚她帮我从车上
拿了我那重重的书包

不懂为什么
不懂是不是老了
像似一点痛都忍不住了
事实上 真的超级无敌痛
:(

明天要回校彩排
准备星六的dinner
希望手臂明天就好起来
拜托
:(

老爸等下凌晨
第一次出国公干
顺便旅行
一路顺风

家
要爱护你的家人
真的
请珍惜
<3

:)