Saturday, December 29, 2012

29下半篇.

I am just too care of them
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I am not suppose to end my last post of 2012 like this

Shoudn't be like that

Somehow,i really fed up with you guys
I am like a rubbish or even some dust between you guys
And i don't know why i not dare to reject or ffk any invitation from you guys
I just feel bad if i really do that to you all
I appreciate every single with all of you but.....
I don't know
Shouldn't care too much i guess.

Sometimes i think that why am i always being ignored
Maybe.. I am ugly?
I am fat?
I am not active?
I am not talkative enough?
I am not socialise?
Ya.. Everything is possible.

I really don't want to say anything bad about you guys
But sometimes i really can't take it
My brain will start turning and thinking after every outing with you guys.

Maybe for this moment
I shall play a game with you guys
Erm,hide and seek?
Lets see how.

I guess nothing will change actually LOL
With me or without me
There's no different :)

Today should be a happy and good day for me because i did something meaningful :)
So ya,forget all those stupid stuff :)

See forward for 2013! Please be good to me :)





Saturday, December 8, 2012

疑问。

十二月的第一篇
2012的最后一个月
今天总于看到他了
看似很好 应该过得不错
就小小聚会
大家都很忙
有笑了很久很久
蛮开心一下
跟他对上了几句
有点陌生的说
但是那个感觉
若没错 应该还在
只是没那么强烈罢了
所以是怎样
可能太久太久没见面了
太久太久没聊天了

唉 告诉自己要放下
放下! 很难么?
应该是咯。

很想知道是我单方面?
不知道。
好啦 是时候读书了
没时间想太多

最后一个月了
珍惜
还没感受到圣诞气氛的说
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几时可以去走走
感受一下啊? 哈哈
















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